It's time like these when I know I'm way too emotionally invested in a show. And then I decide that I don't care because that show is the one place I escape to and that I love and get lost in and just FEEL. So I'll be pathetic. Because, honestly? It's a good color on me.

I'm not usually this weird (Okay, I'm totally lying . . . ) but I'm in a daze. You know when two of the most kick ass characters die in a horrible, terrible, freakin' AMAZING way that you bawl for hours? Yeah. Well. I don't cope well with that. I love them. And their dead. And their death was the most emotional shit I've seen in a long time.

Just. Wow.

I'm still kind of speechless.

IN OTHER NEWS . . .

I am still (pathetically) seeing New Moon tomorrow even though Twilight sucked major ass and the books weren't even that amazing. They were okay. The side characters were pretty cool. But this obsession? Is annoying.

So I'm not really looking forward to the screaming hoards of fans who are in love with Edward/Jacob/Jasper/Emmett. Don't get me wrong; hoards are cool! Just these are kind of scary crazy. O__o

But whatever. I'm totally Team Taylor (which isn't the same as Team Jacob because I don't really like anyone with Bella because she is annoying, but Edward was obviously the only person that she'd ever be with).

So. There's that.

I don't know. I'm still kind of shocked right now. I can't deal. This coping thing has never been easy for me. I KNOW THEIR FICTIONAL CHARACTERS, OKAY? But now I have to deal with hiatus and TWO FREAKIN' MONTHS WITHOUT MY SHOW.

Maybe I'll go out and actually get a life . . .

Yeah, not likely.

[ETA: I will probably edit this later so I come off as less of a screwy nut job, xD]

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